I miss you

"at your best, you are loved"

Weeh, it's been weird,
I used to hate some things and now I am loving them.

Your absence made me feel sad.
Yeah it's true.

But somehow,someway,
Again and Again,
You made me realize that things aren't permanent.

I love you still.
And we both know that I'll be loving you.

I know that you don't want to see me as miserable as I am now,
But what can you do?
You're not even here to pat my back as I cry.

Man, I miss you and yeah,

here still.

I love you.


I don't know how I am going to spend my next 2 months without you.

But I don't have any choice right?


So I am here,
you're there,
miles away.


I'm forcing a smile.

I know that your love won't leave me.

I know you won't.

I know you won't.



I miss you so much.

We'll see each other soon.


And I can't wait.

gorgeous

i find this girl simple yet complex.
contradicting isnt it?
simple in a way that she's so pure.
complex in a way that she's too mysterious to be unfolded.

nah.nothing special.
just want to feature her here.

hi fay

LOLS

home sweet home

Alicante's fine.
Cozy, Relaxing.
Extravagantly beautiful.
im going to miss the morning scent "PAPU" used to produce while she's cooking.

im going back to the place wherein i left my heart to.
=)

im on my way. so set me free.
"home sweet home".

i love my hometown. i miss my childhood friends.
i miss the way we laugh, the way we piss off each other.
i miss the old days.

i miss my high school friends.
i miss the term "MALANJUTAY"
hahaha

i miss them.

i definitely do.

i miss my PUP FRIENDS.


i love them.
my KCLYN,
my sweetie fay.
geeze..
im missing them

"ana frend,ivy,mars,baby carl,papa pheee.and lots of them"

i miss the old days.


i miss them

i definitely do.



THANKS for doing this to me.

im better now.

and im coming back home.

starts with goodbye

"starts with goodbye"

I was sitting on my doorstep,
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand,
But I knew I had to do it,
And he wouldn't understand,
So hard to see myself without him,
I felt a piece of my heart break,
But when you're standing at a crossroad,
There's a choice you gotta make.

I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.

I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.


Time heals,
The wounds that you feel,
Somehow, right now.

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a part of this article that is true?

"its sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,STARTS WITH GOODBYE"

you wont be able to get to the other side if you will not bid farewell to those things that hurts you so.

"so hard to see myself without him"

yeah.it will be hard and tough to live the first few weeks or months without him,
but you must practice the art of unloving him.being with him wont do you no good at all,in fact staying with him equates to an unhappy days and crying nights.

it will be tough and harsh.
but every hearts deal with it.

we must.
i know.
i can.

it was a 2 year relationship ended this night.
it wasnt that good.
it was depressing.
who would want this beautiful thing to end dramatically?

i changed my world to be with him,
still the gap between us is too wide.

=(

i just love you

i just love you - adam lambert

was there any point in your life that you can really tell yourself that you really love a certain individual
whatever who he/she is?

when do you say that he/she is enough and that you dont have to search for another lonely soul to be filled again?



loving someone entails things that defines our own self,
it defines how we act whenever we're with that someone that makes us feel
simply amazing.
it tells how capable we are of handling things that are out of bound.
loving someone makes us smile even if turmoils are taking places.
loving someone keeps us delighted whenever we are depressed.

as stated in a magazine

"love is an irresistable desire,to be irresistably desired."

i am now hooked by the grace of loving someone.

i am loving it.

and im going to love it for the rest of my life.

i wake up feeling contented seeing his innocent face sleep.

"i just love you,i dont know why,i just do"

enjoy the song

"with you,i dont have to fear tomorrow"

i'll say goodbye for the two of us =(

a very sad and elating song.
it was very moving.
the theme and melody of it puts has achieved the maximum passion it can possess.
superb!

going back to the song itself,
was one of the most crafted and sad song ever written and composed.

"when you wake up,and find me gone tomorrow,
don't think i meant to hurt you,
i just did what we knew i have to do"

the beginning of the song really sucks!
its exactly how i felt way back then(months or shall i say years ago)
i really cant get the point on how on hell it could be that you have to part with
the one you really love,
how on earth does a love that felt like heaven have to tear me apart like glimpses of hell.
that's how i feel. why is it so?

lets jump to the chorus part.

"i'll say goodbye for the two of us,
tonight while you sleep,
i kiss you softly one last time and say Goodbye
like i know we must,
there's just no other way,
and i couldnt bear to see your heart break,
so i wait till your asleep to say goodbye"

sucks!
would you believe that i once fitted on this shoe?

hays

=(

i didnt want to tell stories anymore
but remembering it makes me feel sad.

i have to say goodbye though i shouldnt be

but its necessary

=(

"before your arms embrace,
before your kisses take me
before your eyes can make me stay"

its very difficult to walk away from a thing that keeps me looking back.

i remember that night were having a pretty cool conversation but deep
in my mind i am leaving him.

we talked an talked a lot til the sun shines and he started to feel sleepy.

i asked him ti sleep and so he did.

without him,being acknowledged that i was about to call it off.

so i've decided to write him a letter that tells:

"i think we have ton part ways,i love you and i dont want us to be off.
but it gets crucial every night.
i want to end it right now, habang kaya ko pang lumayo at makabangon.
i love you so much"

after hours,

i think it was 3pm when he woke up

he gave me a call,
at first i refused to answer his but i cant control myself,
so i did.

he talked to me on the phone and said:

"anong drama to?"
"wala.ayoko na kasi."
"i know youre thinking of things, but i assure you hahawakan kita hanggang sa huli"
"dont make it hard on me please?
"i love you,sunduin kita sa school maya"

then the call ended.

shit!

i just cant escape him..

my first entry

i really don't know how to start this thing,
blogging was really never my passion but i do love scribbling my thoughts especially putting them in a bond paper,
this was excruciatingly different from the old fashioned way im in.

i am rob, but i am rovi to my new acquaintances, i don't know but i really love to use the name of my someone. shall i say that i am frustrated getting his name?LOL

i love writing, i am really in the creative side, i really hate dealing with facts though its a must with my daily life. i am a typical type of guy with extraordinary mind and critical thinking to ponder on. i love black, for black is a color that dignifies the burst of different emotions.

it might sound weird but i love wearing eyeliners when i am depressed. i feel cool having those under my eyes for it makes me feel gorgeous.

i am currently twisted on someone now.

on my 18 years of existence, i've learned to battle wars im supposed to win.
i learned that blue was never red and red wont be a pink.
in accordance to what i've said, i can really tell that life was never fair (though im not complaining about its unfairness)

at my young and tender age, my eyes became broadly opened to things a young man should'nt be bearing.

hmm what more can i say? i think im running to deep now, LOL im saying things that exactly tells how i feel right now. i cant help but to get emotional everytime i got to think of those times i felt devastated.

but im fine right now.

this would be it for the moment.

i will surely love this thing!


more blogs to come!

GodBless!

here's an image of mine

=)